DREAMS THAT WERE NOT SWEET..:(

di ko matandaan kung pano nagstart...
pero this year,mdalas akong bangungutin :(
yung feeling na alam mong gising ka pero alam mo ding nananaginip ka.
yung gustong gusto mong kumilos at imulat ang mga mata mo, pero sobrang hirap gawin dahil parang may malakas na pwersang pumipigil at parang mauubusan ka pa ng hiniga...
yung akala mong ginigising ka na ng Lola mo or ng kapatid mo,pero pagmulat mo,panaginip pa din pala (2 layers ang dreams??!!!!)

natatakot na ko...
sa isang gabi,minsan hindi lang isa or dalawa,kundi tatlong beses pa!!..
paggising ko,di ko ma-explain ang "panaginip" ko.
para talaga kong mamamatay dahil ang hirap huminga..

as of this writing,2:50am na ditom sa apartment.
sobra na kong inaantok pero ayaw ko pang matulog dahil natatakot ako.
wala pa yung mga kasama ko dito sa apartment.

sa bahay lang naman namin sa baras ko nararanasan yung bangungot.
Dito sa apartment,hindi naman at nawa'y hindi na mangyari yun.

Lord God, patawad po sa lahat ng mga pagkakamali ko.
Please, tulungan Nyo po ako para hindi na mangyari sakin ang mga ganung panaginip/bangungot.
NAKAKATAKOT po talaga.
Pagkalooban NYO po sana ako ng QUALITY SLEEP.
Thank YOU po...

HEARTBREAKING...:(

Yesterday,June 24,2012.Sunday. i wasn't able to go home due to overloaded WORK i need to be done and to be submitted today.

Arsh and Dennis messaged me earlier yesterday to watch the Ginebra game later that day.
Because i am so toxicated with work, i agreed to them. (agad!agad!)

After I had finished printing my submittals, i hurriedly prepare to meet Arsh. I was in the office from 9:30 am to 2:30pm.

I was so excited to watch the game,because it's my second time!!!..:))
First game was Meralco vs. Powerade..
Cool!!...All the basketball players are so cute and they have "kutis artistahin"...
They're cute!!!..


And the Meralco Bolts, in fairness, may "hakot" na "Orange Boys" equipped with banners and balloons..^_^

Meralco won over Powerade!!..
Finally the game of my "ka-barangay"!!..
Yeyy baby!!!...I am starstrucked!!!...

Masakit lang sa puso,kasi talo..huhuhuhuhuuhu..;((
on the last 23.8 seconds of the game, nakahabol na eh..
yang-sa talaga!!!..:(

di talaga para sa kanila ung game na yun..
haaayyy..sana manalo na sila sa Friday...
go for the SEMIS mga ka-barangay!!!...

NEVER SAY DIE!!!...

:(