B-B-B

Me and my Hubby set the 3-Bs that we want to have/accomplish within the next few years.

Baby

Bahay

Business

Yes, that's what we want in particular order.

On almost 2 years of being married, we are struggling in having a baby. So we are okay if "Bahay"will come first before "Baby".

We are settled to move-in to the new house at the end of this month, but unfortunately the house is not yet ready for us. It will take another 1 to 2 months to finally move-in. I get upset and very down upon learning this.

When Hubby and I talked about the circumstances, we still keep our spirit lifted. We just think that maybe Lord has a better plan than us. Maybe Lord decided that He will bless us with "Baby" first before the "Bahay", because we will be more glad if that will happen.

If that is your plan Lord, Your Will be done.

We are very grateful to You, oh Lord God for all the blessings you are giving us in every day of our lives. We will continue to live according to Your Will.

LETTER TO HEAVEN

May 9, 2015

Hello Mother Dear!..

Happy 8^th Heavenly Birthday up there!

Well, 8 years without you, madaming nangyari sa bawat isa sa amin. Masaya, malungkot. There were times in my life na I wish na nandito ka,but thinking naman na you have no pain dyan, I must face/conquer my life issues to be a better woman that you’ll be proud of.

Update kita Ma. Alam naman namin na nakikita mo at nalalaman mo nangyari sa walong taon na lumipas, pero kwento ko pa rin sayo. ^_^

Si Father Dear, your loving husband, ayun waiting na for approval ng Pension nya from SSS, na napakatagal mag update. If di busy panonood ng laro ng basketball sa gym, busy sya pagbabantay sa mga makukulit na apo. At pagdating ng akinse at katapusan, baraha at pichas naman ang laruan nila.hehehe.. Ayun, health naman ni Papa, high blood. May maintenance medicine na din. Kaya Ma, iguide mo na lang si Father and we are praying din na wag na sya magkaksakit.

 

Your panganay, ohh turning 32 na pala sya this year. Well, if ano sya nung nandito ka ganun pa din sya now..:) Married with 2 children. (apat na nga sana). Si Valerie, na angel na din kasama mo dyan, 6^th birthday na nya dapat dito bukas. So malamang ikaw ang punong-abala sa party nya dyan sa taas.Si Mikael, ang baby namin bahay, mag-3 na sya sa May 31. Pag tinanong mo kung ano name ng Papa nya, sasabihin si Peg (Lolo Peg tawag ng mga apo nya kay Papa). Kaya bunsong anak sya ni Papa.hehe… Si Alexa, ang 17-month old cute baby girl na wala pa din ngipin.

 

Bagong panagank si Aay kay ALexa.

Alexa

Mikael

 

 

The first boy in the family,your 2^nd child,  31 na sya this year. Working in the company that I’m working. Panganay na anak nya na si Khyllie, the one and only apo na nasilayan mo when you’re still with us, aba Ma matalino. Top 1 sa class nila. Grade 3 na pagpasok. Mana daw kay Baks sabi nya.;) Yung bunso nila,si Kylong, tawag ni Papa the “destroyer”. Ang hilig manggulo ng mga laruan,mambato pati pag di sya napagbigyan sa gusto nya. Mag school na sya sa pasukan.:)

Kylong

Kylong, Khyllie, Kael

Khyllie

At ako, well, as I said before THANK you for visiting me in my dreams to give your blessing and approval for my upcoming LIFE-CHANGING event. Thank You and we miss you every day.

 

Si Atrick, may Patrice na,sabi nila kamukha mo daw..;) Nagtratrabaho na din si Atrick kasama ni Baks.

Marose, Patrice, KAel, Emm, Ana

Patrick

Kael, Ana, Patrice
 

 

And siguro nabasa mo post ni Aldo nung ‘earthly’ birthday mo Ma, ikaw lang daw yung tanging kakampi nya. And siguro sya yung may pinakamataas na level na kagustuhan na nandito ka (gusto naming lahat syempre na kasama ka,feel ko lang sya yung may pinakamataas na intensity). May Scott na din sya, Baby Taba daw sabi ni Kylong.

Baby Taba (Scott)

 

 

 

 

Well your prettiest daughter is a Degree holder na Ma!.. Nakagraduate na sya ng B.S.B.A. Marketing Management. Thankful din ako dahil nagtyaga din sya makatapos, kahit alam ko naman na hindi ganun kasapat yung prinoprovide ko na finances for her. And your Ana Decem is masipag pa din. Luto,Laba,Linis, Tindera, at tagapag alaga ni Kael. And pinagpre-pray ko na makahanap sya ng magandang work. (at syempre wag muna mag aasawa..^_^)

 

And syempre Ma, your most precious “SANGGOL” is certified binata na!!..Enrolled na sya as Freshman B.S. Criminology. Athletic din, at sya pinakamatangkad sa mga lalaki mong anak Ma. Pero ganun pa din Ma, maangas..hehehehe..Pero nababawasan na naman paunti unti..;) Sya na ang magiging kauna unahang apong lalaki ni Inang na magiging degree holder..(Will pray for this to happen)

 

 

Ma, never a single day na di ka namin naaalala, you’d been the great part of what I’d become as a person. Ma, i-guide nyo lang po kami at si Inang. Advance Happy Mother’s day na din Mama.

We love you!

SHE SAID YES!!..

My dream last night was so meaningful and beautiful.

Napanaginipan ko na we asked for my dearest Mother (almost 8 years now living with our dear Creator) to bless us in our upcoming big day. Before her answer, she just asked us na siguraduhin namin na di namin magiging problema ang pagkain,dapat laging may nakahandang pagkain. And we agreed on her. And my Mother said YES!! At niyakap nya ako with tears in our eyes!!..

I LOVE YOU Ma!!...Salamat po at pinaramdam nyo sakin na wala kayong tutol sa Mr. Right ko. Thank you na pinarating nyo sakin ang approval nyo through dreams. Maraming maraming salamat po sa message nyo. We MISS you everyday.

I SAID YES!

This is long overdue post..:)

After popping the question dated December 23, 2014, without blinking an eye, I said YES..

Yes!!!This is it...seryosong paghahanda na ang kailangan kong simulan.

We prepared for it financially by 2 years. Emotionally? many many many many years..:)

After the proposal, I'd done 2 month of research for our themes and motif. Search search and a lot of reading sa net. Grabe!..napakadaming magagandang ideas sa net and thru the Yahoo Group I joined, the W@W , Weddings at Work. the group exclusively for b2bs and h2bs. information overload!

And now, the first real preps. : will attend Bridal Fair @ SM Megamall on Sunday with my fellow b2b friends.

and from now on, i'll try to update my wedding preps thru this blog.

Happy Prepping to me and to all b2bs out there!..

God bless us all.

TO LOVE AND BE LOVED

Alam mo yung feeling ng in-love at?!!..
Yung everyday gusto mo sya makasama?
Yung atat ka na na mag-5:01pm para makauwi na at makita mo sya?
Yung at the moment when you wake up, nasa isip mo agad sya at nag-memessage ka na sa kanya?
Yung every night before you sleep, sya ang huli mong kausap to say goodnight?
Yung pakiramdam mo secured and safe ka when you are in his arms?
Yung feeling mo you are so pretty and sexy in his eyes?
Yung akala mo isa kang mamahaling alahas dahil ingat na ingat sya sayo?

Yan!Yan!yan exactly lahat lahat ng nararamdaman ko ngayon,
Ansarap!!!!...
I never felt this happy before.
Masaya talaga!
At 11 months ko nang nararamadaman ang heavenly-feeling na ito..:)
I super super duper thank GOD for bringing HIM in my heart.

And GOD, lulubus lubusin ko na po, I pray po na sana walang makakaputol ng kasiyahan na ito.
Na sana po we'll always bless with your LOVE and GUIDANCE.
Thank YOU po and Mahal na Mahal na Mahal na MAhal po kita.

At pakipaalala po sana lagi sa "kanya" na pinakamamahal ko din po sya.

THE SUNSET

February 9 2013.Saturday.

we met at Starmall Mandaluyong then headed to SM Mall of Asia Arena..
he's been courting me on and off for almost 12 years na..
and this time I'm desicided to give IT a TRY...

i am hesitant to accept his love because of caring to what others will say about us.
and thinking on what the reaction of grandmother will be.
if I'll JUST consider MYSELF, "oo" na agad agad isasagot ko..BUT iniisip ko din ang perception ng ibang tao, kaya may SAGABAL sa pagtanggap ko sa kanya.

Pero sabi nga nila, "LOVE CONQUERS ALL".
And that time I'm beginning to fall for HIM.
And I want to LOVE him.
And I want to make him HAPPY.
And I want my HEART to love and be loved.

The SUNSET at MOA Arena...

I am SOMEONE's SOMEONE on facing this SUNSET.

And that's it!!!..
I gave my YES to him while seeing the sunset, the Manila Bay, and the crabs on the rocks at bayside.:)
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I WANT TO BE SOMEONE'S SOMEONE.
and i am SOMEONE's SOMEONE starting on that day... #9

CHANCES ARE

As far as I remember, it was Christmas Day of 2000, I was in 2^nd year high school, when THE GUY first asked if he can court me.

And because I am the “great suplada” ever towards boys, I said NO!..:)

And the friendship we had, has gone and WALLS between us was build.

I didn’t talk to him.I made “no pansin” him.As in DEADMA!...

I focused on my studies. No communication between us.

And on my fourth year college, I had a boyfriend. A COMPLICATED relationship, I must say.

Those were my sweet and bitter moments of being in love.

Before Christmas break of 2007, I was in my 5^th year of college, I decided to stop the COMPLICATED relationship with the “boyfriend” because the situation really hurts me so bad.

And on the Christmas season of 2007, THE GUY texted me (don’t know how he had my number), asking how I’m doing and so on.

And because I am in the healing process of my heart, I replied.

Catched up with what happened for the last 7 years.

And thinking way back then that I can replaced THE BOYFRIEND with THE GUY in my heart, I went with THE GUY to the Church on New Year’s Eve.

We talked, he gave me chocolates. I enjoyed the time we were together, but SPECIAL FEELINGS didn’t grow.

Before classes resume on 2008, I told THE GUY that I can’t really teach my heart to love him the way he loved me. I said sorry and it ended there.

In school, THE BOYFRIEND and I got back to each other but after graduation, the relationship also graduated. IT ENDS. My world shattered. I am lost.

Luckily, a conversation with a friend brought me to reality.

I prepared and reviewed for the board exam and I passed. And then I worked.

On 2008, THE GUY and my high school friend, a close friend actually, were together.

On year 2011, even though they’re still together, THE GUY texted me that I’m the one who he really loves.

To avoid conflicts and confrontations, I don’t response on his text. And their relationship went on and off. 2012, they broke up.

On Christmas day of 2012, THE GUY texted me again. And realizing that he’d been keeping that FEELINGS for almost 12 years, I texted back.

And because this is the time that I want a constant companion, a “bestest” best friend, a confidante, a boyfriend, I entertained his text. And we keep on chatting ‘til now thru text.

And I don’t know if I’ll accept the LOVE he’s offering me. I’m happy when we’re texting.

But I can say that I don’t love him yet. Can my heart learn to love him?

The thing is, to the eyes of people surrounding me, I am an accomplished woman, an achiever.

And THE GUY?..he didn’t have a college diploma, no permanent job.

The PEOPLE expect me to have a partner who is in my LEVEL. Kind’a harsh?

And what about his former girlfriend who is my close friend?

As of this time, I don’t tell her the “courtship” of her ex to me.

But currently, she’s in a relationship now and I can say that they are fine.

So HELP ME LORD. Please Guide my HEART…

Chances Are………………………………….